Taking a chance

I feel humor and I feel sorrow
because I'm leaving today to get to tomorrow.

I'm done being controlled
I'm willing to take chances
I will not be owned
no matter the scowls and evil glances

I need to make myself
and I need to blaze a trail
u need to accept yourself
otherwise ur bound to fail

some will hurt me
or at least they'll try
but i won't be there slave
won't let them make me cry

And others will blame me
tell me i am weak
but in reality i'm strong
my courage is at its peak

some will envy me
my bravery and my balls
they'll say i'm crazy
when they're scared to even crawl

But i'm not afraid to take risks
even thru some pain
because the pain of never trying
would drive me fully insane

so in the end, whats done is done,
but that is all ok.
because in the end, i wont have regrets
on my judgement day.

Lessons will be learned, and fights will be fought
but in the end what matters most is i search for what is sought